Life has a way of being cruel and funny at the same time. Previously, I wrote that I had writer’s block again. Well, it’s gone away now, but only if I’m writing about a certain subject. Can you guess what subject that would happen to be, boys and girls? You guessed it! Normally, I would think it would be a good thing to be able to get all my frustrations about a certain topic out on paper so they don’t keep bouncing around inside my head, but this one is a little different. And I know you’re probably wondering, “What makes it so different?” Well, I’ll tell you. It would happen to be the situation and our relationship as it stands today. Let me further explain. While we’re not at war with each other, it’s rather difficult to say that we are on each others side. And because of that, it’s hard to find the exact words to put into a love poem. Does that make sense? I didn’t think so either, but that’s how it is. Now, here’s why I said life can be cruel and funny at the same time. Now, because of this overwhelming, I guess need would be the best word to put here, to write about my love for someone who I’m kinda on the outs with right now, I feel a little tortured at times. Other times, I feel like love and life are kicking me where the sun don’t shine. Now that’s considered just downright cruel in my book. But on the other hand, if I were looking at this situation from the outside, it would be a touch humorous. Let’s be honest, isn’t it just a little ironic and a bit bit funny that the one thing in this world that I really want to do is write, but the only thing I can write about is my love for a woman who I pushed away and run a good chance of not getting back? Maybe that’s just my warped sense of humor. But I’m willing to bet that there’s somebody somewhere that’s laughing at this whole thing.

Well, in the immortal words of Forrest Gump, “That’s all I got to say about that.” So, I’ll end this now before I get beside myself and start rambling on about feelings and mistakes and love and who knows what else. I’ll save that for another day, just not my next post. If you know me well and can see a calender, you probably know when that will be and what it will be about. So, until next time friends and strangers, have a good one. Be easy!