Greetings from “Fake” America! How are all you “fake” Americans doing today? I know only “fake” Americans are reading this, seeing as how “real” Americans don’t use the internet because it’s a tool of the Deboul…

Now that we got the daily recommended amount of stupidity out of the way, we can talk.

Today was a red letter day for me. Nothing spectacular happened, but for some reason, I just feel sssssssssssooooooooooo like myself right now. And that’s a good thing. Well, maybe it’s a great thing. Today, I woke up and my body felt good. There were none of the little aches and pains I’ve been dealing with for years. I was able to meditate and re-center myself and realize for the first time in a long time that everything is gonna be alright. And that spells trouble for the world! It was always my belief, deep down inside where I keep the truly personal %#&@$! at, that once I got my “mojo” back, I would be able to hit the ground running and basically stake my claim for world domination. But, I wasn’t sure what it would take to make that happen. And that frightened me a little bit. I got glimpses of it for a few months earlier this year, but that situation kinda blew up in my face. Which put me back at square one. And I really hate square one. I’m not really a big fan of having to find a solution to a problem that I think I’ve already solved. But, I guess the only thing I could say about that is that it is what it is. Maybe the solution that I found wasn’t really the solution that I needed at the time. I’m more than confident in my belief that it’s what I want, despite what others may think. Or maybe I wasn’t really ready to go from one extreme of my personality to the other at the time. Whatever the reason, I don’t think it’s too important at this very juncture. What matters is that the “game” is on, and I’m playing for keeps now.

Also, I took time today to go through my emotional budget and came to realization that all relationships aren’t worthy of being saved. Now, some people will read this (if anybody reads this) and think they know exactly who I am talking about. Let me be the first and only one to tell you that you are dead wrong in your assumption! To be perfectly honest, the one relationship that everyone thinks I should be trying so hard to mend and repair and save is the one that can be done without! It’s a relationship that has had it’s rocky moments over it’s course, it’s also had it’s smooth patches, and at one point in time, I probably would’ve broke my neck to make it work. But, I refuse to reach out and get my hand slapped away. I’m not that fucking nice or stupid. I personally think that everyone who you allow to hang around and be a part of your life, in any manner, should bring something to the table. If they don’t, then what the fuck is the point of them being there? I’ve lived without this person in my life, I’ve also lived with this person in my life. And, frankly, there’s no difference between the two. So, they’re out until such time as my feelings on the matter change. And if you know me, you know I’m not one to change my mind about something once I’ve made a decision.

But enough about me. How are you? Hope you’re ready for November 4th, 2008. It’s time to let it be known that we need a change in our country. Make sure you get out and vote!!!!