I know you’re probably wondering, “Why didn’t he finish that sentence?” That’s because I can’t. A little confused? Welcome to the party! We had refreshments but I’ve been here so long, I ate them all. Sorry. But back to the topic…

I’m once again spending the evening with a woman that I want to be my significant other. Most people would think, “That’s great!” And in the average man’s life, it would be. I guess that’s what I get for being above average. Let me explain…

I have some very, very, VERY strong feelings this lady (yeah, that was 3 very’s). And while there are times that I think these feelings are reciprocated to an extent, I spend most of my time around her wondering if I exist. That’s not a good look for a man who’s ego is as big as mine is. Any man in my situation would completely distance himself from the woman and keep going about his life. Its not that easy for me. First off, if you know me, you know I’m nowhere near being in my right mind. Secondly, me and “The Woman of My…” (I still can’t finish that statement) share quite a few friends, so distancing myself from her would be infinitely difficult. So I’m stuck in a conundrum wrapped in an enigma surrounded by mystery. What should I do? I guess only time and my heart can answer that…