Hello again! The last 24 hours of my life have been…. interesting. And because of the insanity that has ensued, I felt compelled to share it with all of you. Yesterday seemed like a normal day. I woke up, worked on some music & went to work. Little did I know the emotional hilarity that was waiting for me once I got off.

After I got off of work, I found myself missing a certain somebody. No, it wasn’t who you think. Like I said in my last entry, I no longer look at her like that. Romantic osmosis at its finest. But back to the story. Since I couldn’t see the person I wanted to see, I figured I might as well get in traffic and find something to do with my night. That was an epic failure, since I all could think to do was go get something to eat and return home to watch Sportscenter. Fun night, huh? As Sportscenter was beginning to lull me to sleep, I noticed a post on Facebook that caught my attention. I decided to contact this person to see if I could get some late night entertainment. Because of the “history” we have, this person misread my intentions in contacting them. Now, while my intentions were purely carnal, I have a feeling that this woman assumed there was more to it.

This gave my life pause. Just a month ago, this very same woman made it abundantly clear that she wasn’t interested in me romantically. She insisted that I shouldn’t want her in that way. She presented a very compelling & convincing argument. So now that I’ve decided to adopt her philosophy on us being together, has she changed her mind? Maybe she doesn’t believe that I could get over her so easily. Or has she changed her way of thinking and doesn’t know how to express that without losing face?

What’s the accepted protocol for when someone loses interest in you? Do you continue on with life as if nothing happened? Does your interest in that person spike because their interest in you has plummeted? Should you question your romantic prowess because you couldn’t keep an admirer interested?