Jason loved Trina. He loved her more than words could ever say. And if you let him tell it, he had loved her from the very first moment he saw her. It was a warm spring afternoon in Atlanta. Jason and a few of his frat brothers had gotten together for lunch at Strip in Atlantic Station. And that’s when he saw her, standing in line to ride the Ferris wheel. It took every ounce of courage he could muster to walk over and ask for her number. Since then, they had been inseparable.
“Marriage is the next logical step,” he said to his mother as they shopped for an engagement ring, “Plus, I love her with all my heart.”
And today, he was standing at the altar of Elizabeth Baptist Church, Pastor Oliver to his right, waiting on the love of his life to walk down the aisle. Hundreds of their friends and family members in attendance to watch them tie the knot. And while he looked cool as a cucumber on the outside, Jason was a nervous wreck inside. The wedding was scheduled to start at 12 o’clock, it was 12:30.
Another fifteen minutes passes by, and Jason is noticeably worried. The guests are becoming unsettled. His groomsmen are starting to fidget behind him. He looks around the massive room for a reassuring face. There’s not a single one to be found. Finally, Pastor Oliver tries to offer up a comforting word.
“Maybe she’s having some trouble with her dress or she’s stuck in traffic.”
Maybe he’s right. Maybe something happened that’s keeping her from being here. Jason relaxed a little. But why wouldn’t she call or text and say something? He pulled his iPhone out of the inside breast pocket of his tuxedo jacket. Sure enough, he had 2 missed calls and a text message from Trina. He excused himself and went into the pastor’s office to call her back.
“Is everything okay, babe? Where are you?” his voice dripped with concern.
“I’m fine baby, but I’m not going to be able to make it.” Jason was flabbergasted. What does she mean she can’t make it? And as if she could read his mind, Trina answered his query.
“I can’t marry you, Jason, at least not right now. I love you and I’m so sorry.”
Jason was devastated. He dropped the phone and fell to his knees. A stream a tears rolled down his cheeks. How could she do this to me? He curled up in a ball and continued to sob uncontrollably. The sound of Jason weeping filled the sanctuary, causing the pastor and his parents to come check on him.
“Son, what’s wrong?” his father’s baritone voice reverberated through the room. His mother got down on the floor and wrapped her arms around her distraught child.
“She’s not coming, she doesn’t love me!” Hearing himself say the words sent Jason spiraling even further into the chasm of depression that was reaching out to claim his soul. Pastor Oliver excused himself from the room. He slowly walked back into the sanctuary and informed the guests that the wedding had been called off.
A month later, Jason received a call from a number he didn’t recognize. He decided to answer it, just in case it happened to be something important.
“Hey Jason, I’m sorry it took me so long to call you.” Trina’s voice still had a way of completely disarming him.
“How can I help you Trina? I’m kinda busy right now.” She apologized for interrupting him and asked if they could see each other. Every fiber of his being screamed for him to say no, but he agreed then asked when and where they could meet.
“I’m at St. Joseph’s Hospital right now, can you come here?”
When Jason arrived at the hospital, he wasn’t sure what to expect. Trina was a hairstylist by trade, after all. He followed the signs on the wall and found himself standing in front of the oncology department. Still unsure of what was going on, Jason approached the room number that Trina gave him. When he entered the room, his heart sank down into his stomach. There was Trina, lying in bed, connected to a myriad of machines.
“Hey baby,” she said as he approached the hospital bed. Jason was speechless, he just stood and stared at her. Trina explained that she fainted on their wedding day and was rushed to the hospital, where the doctor found a tumor on her brain.
“I thought you didn’t love me.” The words caused both of them to start crying.
“I’ll always love you Jason, until death do us part,” she said as she closed her eyes for the final time.
