I know we’ve going through this for a while now
And it seems like we can’t make each other smile now
But I can’t imagine life without you by my side
I’d die for you because for me you’re always down to ride
Everyone says that our love is doomed, we should get out while we can
Last time I checked a relationship consisted of a woman and a man
And if no one else can see that what we have is meant to be
Then it’ll be just you and me against the world
You’re breathtaking, my jaws down to the floor
I am so, what’s the word I’m looking for
Not quite love but way more than lust for you
I always catch myself daydreaming of you
You make me smile, that’s why I love spending time with you
And a simple kiss to the forehead is all you gotta do
Smooth cocoa brown skin, damn shawty you a 10
What I’m trying to say is can I be your boyfriend
But…
Here I am
Standing here at the proverbial fork in the road
And all that’s on my mind is
Why did I get married
On one hand, there’s my kids and my wife
The loves of my life
On the other, there’s all the strife
The arguments and fights
In terms of this marriage thing, I haven’t been at it too long
But I swear sometimes it just feels all wrong
Then there are the times when it feels oh so right
Because I love this woman with all of my might
So I’m faced with a dilemma, a decision I must make
At this point of my life, which path should I take
To the left, the single life
Freedom, the ability to go with the motions
To the right is my wife
My family, love and devotion
Is this a trick question, which is the right way
Life as a family man or a return to my playa days
I remember that part of my life with conflicting emotions
Not a care in the world, cool as a breeze on the ocean
And you always could find me up in the club
Because my nights were lonely, I was missing love
And that’s where she came in
The keeper of my heart, the queen of my life
My best friend, my confidant, my beautiful wife
Who am I kidding, my choice has been made
My life is about more than trying to get laid
I’ve laid a foundation on which to build my legacy
That’ll last much longer than fleeting moments of ecstasy
A woman that’s worth some anger has gotta be worth some effort
Right?
Plus, I wouldn’t be able to breathe if I left her
And God blessed her, with the patience to deal with me
So that’s means our union is meant to last for eternity
I am a sexual warrior
I dance with my sword in one hand
And my heart in the other
You are my Goddess
I kiss your neck, you suck my tongue
I touch your breast as you look into my eyes
You see me, feel me and taste me
I shall protect you, I am your king
We shall create a life together
Into you I go; slowly, softly
For you have given me your most sacred gift
Your love
In your passion my mind runs clear, I have no fear of our sexuality
I have dreams of bossa nova themes and jazz notes that suit you
Now if I may go on to say that I want to vibe with your sensuality
Touch you there, yeah right there; let your delicate hands guide me
You are Venus to my Saturn, the Nile Valley to my Zanzibar
Will you intertwine and connect with me through your soul
As we plunge deeper into ecstasy
Giving you third eye penetrations that only Osiris and Isis know
I am your Zulu, a warrior spirit from long ago
Dying in you as our love vibrates while Ra moves the morning sun
This is metaphysical, spiritual sex with all the rawness of the world
Connecting with you showed me the way to Heaven
For Heaven is between the thighs of a woman
Spiritual equalities wrap my brain, the overstanding of third eye bliss
The supernatural powers of our ancestor’s teachings
Truly processing what it means to be a slave
A nigga, a darky, colored, black, an African-American
Seeing my brothers and sisters belittled by society
Makes me wonder of our future existence
Shall we become of love, of true foundations
Will we save the black nation, will we commit to the struggle
To the youth, to the truth
Will you make that sacrifice to love me, us, we
The spark of the universe
Can we let go of the matrix
The pimps and hoes, the hustlers
The bling, the bread, the pussy, the dicks and just represent
I need you to know that our time has come
For we are with righteousness, one with the balance
Numerology, astrology, trignometry
The writings on the walls in Ethiopia and in our hearts
I am man
Hear me, breathe me in, be one with me for our future
From now until eternity
After one date, I’m amazed by how much I’m feeling you
Don’t have enough fingers to count the times I think of you
I try to play it cool, sit back and see where I stand with you
But to unbearable, where’re you are I wanna be there too
And along comes Valentine’s Day
A day long date spent solely in pursuit of your affection
By dinner, I felt like we made a strong connection
And then there was that kiss
A kiss so powerful, it felt like the Earth shook
To get me hooked, our lips pressed together is all it took
Just a few dates in and I don’t want our take to end
I’m going all in, letting you know I wanna be moe than friends
So where do we go from here
It hurts to not have you near
I’m not sure where I went awry
But I think this budding romance deserves another try
Wonder why you were able to stay at home brother
Wonder why you were able to plug in, turn on and zone out
Wonder why you were able to lose yourself in the HD graphics
And to fast forward past beer commercials
Because the revolution has been synthesized
The revolution has been synthesized
The revolution was brought to you in part by HP
Over 5 nights with limited commercial interruption
The revolution was captured in pictures of Jesse Jackson
Blowing a bugle and leading the charge for equality
By Al Sharpton and Barack Obama feasting
On the hopes and dreams of Black America
The revolution has been synthesized
The revolution has been scientifically created and lab tested
Our progression was falsified, our development has been arrested
The revolution was produced in a studio in front of a live audience
Edited for content and to run in the allotted time
The revolution has been rated PG-13 to allow the children to see
So they can share the experience via Facebook and Twitter
There will be no really historic changes made
No equality gained or rights won
The marches we witnessed were just lines to see the revolution in 3D
But for those that couldn’t make it, the revolution was made for TV
The revolution has been synthesized
Uh oh, the monster has been awakened
I can sense him straining the binds that retain him
Feel him tugging at the tendons that connect him and me
I hear I’m calling to to me, taunting me
Saying, “It’s time to have fun, let me out to play”
I’m sorry my friend, but I can’t release you today
Your idea of a good time is nowhere near fun and games
And by your standards, I live the life of a lame
I remember the last time he was free to roam
He left a path of destruction that I still haven’t recovered from
It cost me quite a bit to put him in that cage
And I’m not in the position to do it again, not at this age
But the problem is that he’s awake and aware
Ready to fuck up the world without a single care
I need help!
Some assistance with a problem I can’t fix
Let me just say it like this
I got an itch I can’t scratch, a craving I can’t fulfill
For something sweet in either a wrapper or high heels
For real, I want cookies and cakes and pies and shit
Or a caramel woman with pretty eyes and full lips
With me, you can get real far with just a Hershey’s kiss
But a long kiss from a good woman, that’s what I call bliss
Reese’s Peanut Butter Cups help me relax after a long day
But I’d rather have a woman that can touch me the right way
And I’m definitely known to scream for some ice cream
Although a beautiful woman is my favorite dream
My sweet tooth is picky, it wants what it likes, that’s all I know
If you wanna help, find me a redbone or pass me them Oreos
In My Own Words... 