Hearing his name, the young boy watched through the crack of the door as his parents argued. The light spilling from the living room cut across the hallway in a sharp line, and Michael crouched in its shadow, afraid even the sound of his breathing would give him away.
“Michael,” his mother said again, her voice sharp but trembling. “We can’t keep pretending. He deserves to know the truth.”
His father stood near the couch, shoulders tight, jaw clenched. “He’s only ten, Sarah. Ten. You want to rip his whole world apart?”
Michael’s small fingers curled against the wood of the doorframe. His name sounded strange in their mouths—like a stone being tossed back and forth. He didn’t understand every word, but the way they spoke told him enough. The air between them was heavy, like it had been all week, and every slammed door and sharp silence suddenly made sense in a way he didn’t want it to.
“Rip his world apart?” His mother’s voice cracked as she gestured wildly. “Do you think he doesn’t notice the slammed doors? The way you sleep on the couch? The cold stares at dinner? He already knows something’s wrong.”
Michael’s stomach flipped. He thought of the blanket his dad kept folded on the couch, smelling faintly of aftershave. He thought of the way his mom scrubbed the dishes harder than she needed to, her eyes on the sink as though it might swallow her.
His father’s voice lowered, thick with frustration. “So what then? We sit him down and tell him his family’s broken? That we can’t fix it?”
Michael leaned closer, pressing his cheek against the door to hear better. His mother stood rigid, arms crossed tightly across her chest, eyes wet and glinting. His dad’s face sagged, like someone had taken all the strength out of it.
Broken. Can’t fix it. Words too big and sharp for Michael’s ten-year-old chest. He slid down against the wall, curling his knees to his chest. His heartbeat thudded so loud he was sure they’d hear it.
He wanted to burst into the room, to tell them it didn’t matter if they fought, that they could still stay together. He wanted to crawl back into bed, pull the blanket over his head, and pretend none of this was real. He did neither. He just sat there, caught in the hallway between his parents’ world and his own.
Memories flickered through his mind like slides in the old projector his teacher had once used at school. His father pushing him on the swing at the park, calling out, Higher, Michael, higher! until the chains creaked and the world tilted with sky. His mother humming to him when he was sick, her cool hand smoothing his forehead. The three of them at the beach last summer, building a crooked sandcastle that fell into itself, and laughing until his sides hurt. Those people—the laughing parents, the ones who built castles with him—felt far away from the people behind the door now.
“Mark,” his mother whispered, her voice breaking. “He’ll survive the truth. But he won’t survive the lies.”
His father didn’t answer right away. He just sank onto the couch, covering his face with both hands. Michael’s chest tightened. He hated when his dad looked like that—defeated, smaller somehow. Dads were supposed to be strong, supposed to fix things. His mom was supposed to make things better. But tonight, neither of them seemed able to. The boy pressed his forehead to his knees, wishing the carpet would swallow him whole.
The argument faded into muffled words—phrases he couldn’t quite catch anymore. He only heard the rise and fall, the edges of anger, the sudden pauses that meant someone had run out of breath.
When footsteps moved toward the hallway, Michael scrambled silently to his feet and darted into his bedroom. He slipped under the covers, pulling them up to his chin, squeezing his eyes shut as though sleep could protect him. The door to his room opened a crack. Light spilled across the floor, thin and fragile. His mother’s voice drifted in, quiet and tired.
“Goodnight, sweetheart,” she whispered.
Michael didn’t answer. He kept his eyes closed, his breathing steady, pretending. The door shut softly.
In the silence that followed, Michael stared at the ceiling. The shadows looked different tonight, stretched and twisted, like they knew something he didn’t. He tried to remember how his dad had tucked him in last week, making silly monster noises as he pulled the blanket tight. He tried to remember how his mom’s laughter used to fill the kitchen when his dad danced badly on purpose.
But the more he tried to hold on, the blurrier those memories became. Eventually, his eyes grew heavy, though sleep didn’t bring comfort. In his dreams, he was standing on a bridge that split down the middle, his parents on either side, calling his name. No matter where he turned, he couldn’t reach them both.
When morning came, Michael would wake to the same crack in the family, wide enough for him to see through—but not wide enough for him to fix.
Michael sat in his usual spot, legs dangling above the floor, swinging slowly back and forth. His mother set a bowl of cereal in front of him, but he didn’t touch it. The spoon lay across the rim like a silver line he couldn’t cross.
The morning light through the window was too bright, falling across the cracked linoleum in squares. Normally, he liked mornings—the smell of toast, the hum of the coffeemaker, his dad reading the paper while his mom hummed. But today was different. His dad wasn’t reading anything. His mom wasn’t humming. They sat across from him, staring at him in a way that made his stomach twist.
He knew. He had known last night, listening through the crack in the door. But now, with them on either side of the table, the knowing felt heavier, like something pressing down on his chest.
“Michael,” his mother began, her voice soft and careful, as though she were carrying a fragile glass that might shatter if she spoke too loudly.
He stared at the bowl of cereal. A thin crack ran down the side, so small he had never noticed it before. He wondered how long it had been there. Maybe the bowl had always been broken, and he just hadn’t seen.
His father cleared his throat. “Buddy, your mom and I—we need to talk to you.”
Michael’s throat felt dry. He wished he could run back to his room, dive under the covers, and never come out. But his legs stayed still, swinging back and forth, like they belonged to someone else.
“We love you,” his mother said quickly, reaching across the table as though the words might shield him. “Nothing will ever change that.”
Michael nodded, though he didn’t understand how love could sit in the same room as all the slammed doors and angry whispers.
His father leaned forward, hands clasped tightly, knuckles pale. “Sometimes… sometimes grown-ups can’t make things work the way they want them to. We’ve tried, Michael. We’ve really tried. But…” His words trailed off like a boat drifting away.
Michael’s gaze stuck on the crack in the bowl. The cereal inside had gone soggy, little islands sinking in pale milk. He didn’t want to hear the end of the sentence. He already knew it.
“But we’ve decided it’s better if we live in different houses,” his mother said, finishing for him. Her voice trembled, but she forced a smile that looked nothing like the ones she used to wear.
Michael’s stomach lurched. Different houses. The words sounded like a door slamming shut forever. He wanted to shout no, to pound his fists against the table until they took it back. But his throat locked. His fingers dug into his knees under the table, hard enough to leave little crescents.
“It’s not your fault,” his dad said firmly, as though he could see the storm behind Michael’s silence. “This has nothing to do with you.”
Michael looked up, eyes stinging. “Then why—” His voice cracked. He swallowed hard. “Why can’t you just stop fighting?”
His mother blinked quickly, tears threatening. “Oh, honey, it’s not that simple.”
“It should be,” Michael whispered. He wanted it to be as easy as putting two puzzle pieces back together, as easy as saying sorry.
His father reached across the table, but Michael pulled back, folding his arms.
“We’ll both still see you,” his mother said quickly. “You’ll have two homes. Two rooms. We’ll make sure you’re okay, Michael.”
Two homes. Two rooms. It sounded like splitting him in half. Michael shoved the bowl away, the spoon clattering against porcelain. Milk sloshed onto the table, seeping toward his father’s hands. Nobody moved to wipe it up. Silence filled the kitchen, thick and heavy. The clock on the wall ticked, each second stretching longer than the last.
Finally, Michael muttered, “I don’t want two homes. I just want one.”
His parents exchanged a look across the table. The kind of look grown-ups thought kids didn’t notice, but Michael noticed everything now.
“Sometimes,” his father said softly, “one home isn’t enough to keep everyone safe. Sometimes two is better, even if it doesn’t feel that way right now.”
Michael stared at him, not understanding. He didn’t feel safer. He felt like the floor had cracked open and swallowed him whole.
His mom reached out again, brushing his hand this time. He didn’t pull away, though he wanted to. “We’re still your family,” she whispered.
Michael’s eyes burned. He kept staring at the crack in the bowl, thinking how it still held milk even though it was broken. Maybe families worked that way too. But he wasn’t sure.
The conversation stretched on, words blurring together: “visitation,” “weekends,” “lawyer.” Grown-up words that meant nothing to him, except that everything was changing.
When it was over, he slipped away from the table without finishing his cereal. Upstairs in his room, he shut the door and lay on his bed, staring at the ceiling.
The cereal bowl sat downstairs, cracked but unbroken, holding its soggy remains. Michael wondered how long it would last before it shattered completely.
Michael hovered by the stairs, hugging the banister. His dad was crouched beside the suitcase, folding shirts with a precision that didn’t look like him at all. Usually, his dad crammed clothes into drawers until they stuck out the sides. Today, each shirt was a neat square, stacked carefully inside the suitcase as though neatness could make the leaving easier.
Michael’s throat felt tight. He wanted to shout don’t go, but the words stuck.
“You’ll come stay with me this weekend, buddy,” his dad said without looking up. His voice was warm, steady, but it carried something underneath. Something brittle.
Michael nodded, though he didn’t understand why weekends had to be different from weekdays. Weren’t weekends just the same days without school? Weren’t they still supposed to belong to all of them together?
His mom stood in the kitchen doorway, arms folded across her chest. She looked tired, her face pale. She didn’t say anything, just watched.
The zipper scraped shut. The sound made Michael flinch.
At school the next day, Michael sat at the edge of the playground while the other kids played tag. He picked at the gravel, digging out little gray stones, lining them up in rows.
“Hey, Michael, wanna play?” a boy from his class asked, breathless from running.
Michael shook his head. “I’m tired.”
The boy shrugged and ran off.
Michael dug harder, nails scraping dirt. He wanted to tell someone—his best friend Josh, maybe—that his dad had packed a suitcase, that his mom’s smile had disappeared. But the words felt too heavy, too embarrassing, like a secret stamped on his forehead.
When the bell rang, he shoved the stones into his pocket, as if carrying something broken might help him understand his own.
His dad’s new apartment smelled like fresh paint and emptiness.
Michael stood in the doorway, backpack slung over his shoulder, looking at the white walls. No pictures. No toys. Just a couch, a TV on the floor, and a mattress in the corner.
“Well,” his dad said, clapping his hands together too loudly. “What do you think?”
Michael stared. “It doesn’t look like home.”
His dad’s smile faltered. “We’ll fix it up, don’t worry. I’ll get you your own bed. Posters for the walls. Maybe a game console.”
Michael nodded politely, though all he could see was the bare lightbulb hanging from the ceiling. Home didn’t have bare lightbulbs. Home smelled like his mom’s cooking and felt warm even when it was cold outside.
That night, he lay on the couch under a scratchy blanket while his dad snored softly from the mattress. The shadows on the ceiling looked different here—longer, sharper. He clutched his stuffed dinosaur to his chest and closed his eyes.
But he didn’t sleep much.
The weeks slid by in halves. Five days with Mom, two days with Dad. Back and forth, like a ball being tossed between them.
At his mom’s house, the air felt heavy but familiar. She made spaghetti on Wednesdays, kissed the top of his head when he did his homework. Sometimes, late at night, he heard her crying in the bathroom, the water running to hide the sound.
At his dad’s apartment, everything felt temporary. They ate takeout most nights. His dad tried too hard, asking if he wanted ice cream, if he wanted to watch movies, if he wanted to stay up late. Michael said yes to everything, but the hollow feeling didn’t go away.
At school, Michael’s teacher noticed.
“Michael,” she said one afternoon, crouching beside his desk. “You seem distracted lately. Is everything alright at home?”
Michael shrugged, eyes glued to his math worksheet. The numbers blurred together.
“Do you want to talk about it?” she asked gently.
“No,” Michael whispered.
She didn’t push, just patted his shoulder. But he felt the weight of her question all day, like she could see the cracks he was trying to hide.
That night, when his mom asked if he had homework, he snapped at her. “Why do you care?!”
The words spilled out before he could stop them. Her face crumpled, and guilt twisted in his chest. He wanted to apologize, but the anger burned too hot. He stormed off to his room, slamming the door hard enough to make the picture frames rattle.
The next weekend, at his dad’s apartment, Michael sat on the floor drawing. He sketched his mom, his dad, and himself standing together in front of their old house. He drew smiles on their faces, even though the memory didn’t feel real anymore.
When his dad saw the picture, he crouched down. “That’s great, buddy.”
Michael hesitated. “Can’t we… can’t we just go back? To when it was all of us?”
His dad’s smile faded. He pulled Michael into a hug, holding him tight. “I wish we could. But some things… they just don’t go back the way they were.”
Michael buried his face in his dad’s shirt, hot tears soaking the fabric. His dad didn’t let go, even when his own shoulders shook.
Later, lying in bed at home, Michael thought about the cereal bowl again. The crack in its side. It hadn’t broken yet, but it would someday. He knew it.
And when it did, no amount of milk or cereal would make it whole again.
Michael had a plan. It started with crayons.
One Saturday morning at his dad’s apartment, he spread his art supplies across the floor. The crayons rolled across the carpet, bright sticks of possibility. He drew carefully—his mom, his dad, and himself, standing in front of their old house. He gave them wide smiles, bigger than the ones he remembered. His dad’s arm around his mom’s shoulder. His mom’s hand resting on his own. A family that still fit together.
When he was done, he held the paper proudly. “We can put it on the fridge,” he said.
His dad crouched beside him, smiling faintly. “That’s great, buddy. You really captured us.”
Michael’s chest swelled. “You should give it to Mom. Then she’ll know we’re still a family.”
His dad froze. The smile lingered, but it didn’t reach his eyes. “I don’t think that’s how it works, Michael.”
Michael’s stomach tightened. He shoved the drawing into his backpack anyway. Maybe his dad didn’t get it—but his mom would.
That Sunday evening, back at his mom’s house, Michael unpacked the drawing and slapped it onto the fridge with a magnet.
“Look,” he said proudly.
His mom turned from the stove, wiping her hands on a towel. She bent down, studying the picture. “It’s beautiful, sweetheart.” Her voice was soft, but her smile wavered at the edges.
“You like it?” he asked.
“Of course,” she said, pressing a kiss to his hair. But when she turned back to the stove, her eyes glistened.
Michael stared at the picture. For a moment, he thought he saw the lines blur—the three smiling figures shifting, slipping away from each other. He blinked hard. It stayed the same.
The next week, Michael tried harder.
At school, he finished all his homework neatly. He raised his hand in class. He even held the door open for the teacher, earning a smile.
At home, he did the dishes without being asked. He kept his room spotless, lining his action figures in perfect rows along the shelf.
At his dad’s, he didn’t complain once about the scratchy blanket. He laughed at his dad’s bad jokes, even when they weren’t funny.
Maybe, he thought, if he was perfect, they would stop fighting. Maybe they’d look at him, proud and happy, and remember what it felt like to be together.
But the silences at dinner stayed sharp. The phone calls between them were short and cold.
Perfection wasn’t enough.
One Friday night, he begged them both to come to his soccer game.
“Please,” he said on the phone with his dad. “Mom’s coming. You should too. We can all sit together.”
There was a pause. Then his dad said, “I’ll try, buddy.”
Michael clung to those words. I’ll try.
At the game, he scanned the bleachers. His mom waved, bundled in a scarf. Relief flooded him. He turned, searching.
Minutes later, his dad appeared, hands shoved into his jacket pockets.
Michael’s heart leapt. They were both here.
He kicked the ball harder than ever, racing down the field, imagining his parents cheering together. He scored a goal, the ball thudding into the net. He turned, grinning, expecting to see them both clapping.
But his dad sat at one end of the bleachers. His mom sat at the other. A gulf of empty seats stretched between them.
Michael’s grin faltered.
After the game, they avoided each other, each pulling him aside separately to say “Good job.” Their words overlapped but never touched.
The victory felt hollow.
The breaking point came two weeks later.
It was a Saturday morning at his dad’s. Michael had been saving his allowance, hoarding dollar bills in a shoebox. He tugged it out now, spilling the crumpled bills across the floor.
“What’s all this?” his dad asked.
“I’m gonna buy flowers for Mom,” Michael said firmly. “If I give her flowers, she won’t be sad. And then you can come over, and we can all eat dinner together.”
His dad’s face crumpled. “Michael…” He rubbed his eyes. “Flowers won’t fix this.”
“Yes, they will!” Michael snapped, stuffing the money back into the box. His chest heaved. “You’re not even trying!”
His dad knelt, trying to touch his shoulder, but Michael shoved him away. Tears blurred his vision.
“You’re supposed to fix it,” Michael shouted. “Both of you! You’re the grown-ups, not me!”
The room rang with his words. His dad looked stunned, as if someone had struck him.
Michael fled to his room, slamming the door, burying his face in the pillow. The sobs came hard, tearing through him.
For the first time, he let himself think what he had been avoiding all along: Maybe nothing he did could glue them back together.
That night, as he lay awake, he thought about the cereal bowl again. The crack running down its side. He had hoped his drawings, his good behavior, his perfect grades could hold the pieces together. But cracks didn’t disappear just because you wanted them to.
He pictured the bowl slipping from the table, shattering into pieces too sharp to touch.
And in the silence of his dad’s apartment, Michael realized he was terrified that’s what would happen to his family next.
The handoff always felt like a tug-of-war.
Michael stood on the porch with his backpack, clutching the straps so tightly his fingers ached. His mom stood beside him, arms folded, lips pressed into a thin line. His dad waited at the curb, leaning against his car, hands shoved deep into his jacket pockets.
It should have been simple—just a ride from one house to the other. But every week, the air between his parents grew heavier, thicker, like storm clouds ready to burst.
“Don’t forget he has a math test on Monday,” his mom called.
“I’ve got it,” his dad replied, his voice flat.
“And he needs his soccer cleats. Did you pack them?”
“Yes, Sarah. I know how to pack a bag.”
Michael glanced between them. Their words snapped like brittle sticks, breaking over his head. His stomach twisted. He wanted to shout stop, but his voice stayed trapped inside his chest.
His dad reached for the backpack. His mom held onto it a second too long.
“Don’t forget,” she said tightly, “he still prefers the nightlight when he sleeps.”
“I think I know my own son,” his dad snapped.
The tug on the backpack yanked Michael forward. He stumbled, caught between them.
“Stop!” he blurted. His voice cracked, high and desperate.
Both parents froze, eyes snapping to him.
Michael’s chest heaved. Heat rushed up his neck. “I’m not a suitcase!” he shouted. “You don’t get to just pull me back and forth like I’m—like I’m—” His throat closed. Tears blurred his vision.
“Buddy—” his dad began, but Michael cut him off.
“No! You don’t listen! You don’t care what I want! You just yell at each other and—and you don’t even see me standing here!”
His mom’s face crumpled. “Sweetheart, we—”
“You’re supposed to fix it!” Michael’s fists pounded against his chest. “You’re the grown-ups! But you don’t even try anymore!”
The words tumbled out faster than he could stop them. “I draw pictures, I do all my homework, I scored a goal at soccer, and you didn’t even sit together! You just sit apart like strangers! And I thought maybe—maybe if I was perfect, you’d want to stay together, but it doesn’t matter, does it? It doesn’t matter what I do!”
Silence swallowed the porch. His parents stared at him, stricken.
Michael’s breath came in ragged gasps. His face burned hot, tears streaming down his cheeks. For a moment, he thought he might throw up.
Then his legs moved before he knew what he was doing. He bolted down the sidewalk, sneakers slapping against the pavement, backpack bouncing.
“Michael!” his mom cried.
“Buddy, wait!” his dad shouted.
But Michael didn’t wait. He ran. Past the corner store, past the playground, until his lungs burned and his legs felt like rubber. He ducked into the small park near school, collapsing onto a swing.
The chains creaked as he rocked slowly, dragging his toes in the dirt. His chest hurt with every breath.
For a long time, he just sat there, listening to the wind in the trees. He felt small, like the world had stretched too big around him.
He didn’t know how long he sat before footsteps crunched on the gravel.
“Michael?”
His dad’s voice. Tentative. Careful.
Michael hunched his shoulders, refusing to look up.
A moment later, his mom appeared too, her face pale and blotchy. They stood a few feet away, uncertain, as though the space between them was a wall neither could cross.
Michael wiped his nose with his sleeve. “Why can’t you just stop fighting?” His voice was hoarse, cracked.
His mom knelt in the dirt. “We’re sorry, sweetheart. We didn’t realize how much we were hurting you.”
“Yes, you did,” Michael muttered. “You just didn’t care.”
His dad crouched too, his knees popping. “That’s not true. We care more than anything. We just… we didn’t know how to do this right.”
Michael kicked at the dirt, sending up a puff of dust. “Then figure it out. I don’t want two families. I want one.”
His mom’s eyes filled with tears again. “We can’t be one family the way we used to be. But we can still be your family. We can still work together. We just… have to learn how.”
Michael looked between them. They weren’t standing side by side. They weren’t holding hands. The space was still there.
But for the first time, their voices weren’t sharp. They weren’t using him as a rope in their tug-of-war.
His dad reached out, resting a tentative hand on Michael’s shoulder. “We’ll do better. I promise.”
His mom nodded. “We’ll try, sweetheart. Really try.”
Michael’s chest still ached. The hurt didn’t vanish. But something inside him loosened, just a little.
He let the swing creak forward, then back, the chains groaning. The world was still broken, the crack still running down the middle of everything. But maybe, just maybe, the pieces didn’t have to cut him as badly anymore.
That night, back at his mom’s house, Michael sat on his bed, hugging his stuffed dinosaur. He thought about the cereal bowl again—the one with the crack in its side.
It hadn’t shattered yet. Somehow, it still held together, even if it wasn’t perfect.
Maybe families could be like that too.
The next weekend felt different.
When his dad pulled into the driveway, the engine idled quietly instead of roaring with impatience. His mom stepped out onto the porch, but her arms weren’t crossed this time. She gave a small wave, hesitant but real.
Michael watched from the window, clutching his backpack. For the first time in months, the air between his parents wasn’t buzzing with static. It wasn’t warm either—but it was calm.
“Ready, buddy?” his dad asked when Michael came out, opening the car door for him.
Michael nodded. He glanced back at his mom. She smiled, tired but steady. “Have fun,” she said.
And for once, it didn’t feel like a warning.
At his dad’s apartment, there was a new lamp in the corner and a small desk pushed against the wall. On the desk sat a framed picture of Michael at last year’s school play, wearing a paper crown.
“You did this?” Michael asked, surprised.
His dad rubbed the back of his neck. “Yeah. Thought it might help this place feel more like yours, too.”
Michael traced the edge of the frame with his finger. The photo wasn’t new—it had been on the mantle at home once. Seeing it here felt strange, but also… safe, like a piece of his old life had made the journey with him.
That night, they cooked spaghetti together instead of ordering pizza. Michael stirred the sauce while his dad pretended to be an expert chef, tossing imaginary seasoning into the air. It wasn’t the same as home, but it was theirs.
Back at his mom’s house during the week, things were quieter too. She still looked tired sometimes, but the sharp edges of her voice had softened. She let Michael help with the laundry, and they laughed when a sock clung to his shirt with static.
One evening, he caught her on the phone with his dad. The conversation was short, but calm. “He has a field trip Friday… Yes, I’ll send the permission slip in his bag… Okay. Thanks.”
No shouting. No slamming phones. Just words. Ordinary words.
Michael stood in the hallway, listening, and felt something unclench inside him.
At school, he started sitting with Josh again at lunch.
“You wanna trade cookies?” Josh asked, holding out a chocolate chip.
Michael hesitated. For weeks, he had avoided these small exchanges, afraid his secret would slip out. But now, he found himself nodding.
“Sure,” he said, handing over a sandwich cookie.
It wasn’t much. But it felt like breathing again.
The real test came one Saturday afternoon.
It was his birthday.
Michael had dreaded it for weeks, imagining two separate parties, two separate cakes, two different songs of Happy Birthday sung off-key in two different rooms. But when he came downstairs, he found one cake on the table—and both his parents in the kitchen.
His heart lurched.
His mom was lighting candles, her hands steady. His dad stood nearby, holding a stack of plates. They weren’t standing together, but they weren’t apart either.
“Surprise,” his mom said gently.
“Happy birthday, buddy,” his dad added, smiling.
The candles flickered. Michael stared at them, waiting for the fight, waiting for the sharp words. But none came.
“Make a wish,” his mom said.
Michael closed his eyes. For a moment, he didn’t know what to wish for. The old wish—that they’d go back to being the way they were—felt too heavy now, too far away.
Instead, he wished for something smaller. That they’d keep trying. That the calm would last.
He blew out the candles in one long breath.
That night, after the cake was gone and the plates were washed, Michael sat in his room with his stuffed dinosaur tucked under his arm.
He thought about the crack in the cereal bowl. It was still there in the cupboard—he had seen it that morning. Still holding together, despite everything.
Maybe cracks didn’t always mean the end. Maybe they just meant things had to be handled more carefully.
Michael lay back on his bed, staring at the ceiling. The shadows still stretched and shifted, but they weren’t as frightening as before.
His family wasn’t the same. It might never be. But as he drifted toward sleep, he realized something new: different didn’t always mean broken beyond repair.
Sometimes, it just meant learning to breathe again.
In My Own Words... 