Out of Retirement

The printer began to whine as the paper jammed again. He grabbed the machine, gave it a violent shake, and pushed a primal scream through his clenched teeth. Every fiber of his being wanted to lift the printer over his head and throw it out the window. But that would blow his cover.

Caleb Trent, once more famously known as the armored guardian Vigil, now lived as Carl Turner, an insurance claims processor in the small town of Elkridge, Oregon. Every morning, he woke up at 6:15, ran two miles through the quiet, pine tree-lined streets, packed his son Ethan’s lunch, kissed his wife Amanda, and sat in a cubicle pretending to care about auto collisions and roofing damage. It was the quiet life he’d never thought he’d have. The one he never believed he deserved. And while he enjoyed being just another dad on the sideline at his son’s field day, a small part of him was slowly going insane from the lack of action.

Five years ago, he faked his death after stopping the megalomaniacal villain Nightmare’s bio-plague from reducing the eastern seaboard to ash. His final battle leveled a quarter of Boston’s industrial district. He’d emerged from the fight with four cracked ribs, a punctured lung, and a face that the world thought had been incinerated. As usual, the Agency was ready. They buried Vigil in the headlines, gave Caleb a new name, and hid him where no one would think to look, a sleepy town with no skyscrapers to scale, no shadows to stalk, and no one who had ever spoken about superheroes without either talking about comic books. Until the letter came.

At first, he thought it was junk mail. Or maybe accidentally delivered to the wrong address. It was just a bright red envelope; no name, no postage, no return address, no branding of any kind. But the detective inside of him made him hold it under a black light. That’s when he saw the word “Vigil” scrawled across the front in jagged handwriting. Immediately, his stomach dropped to his feet.

Inside was a single Polaroid photograph. It was of Amanda and Ethan, standing in the parking lot of the Safeway on Eastbridge Avenue. Ethan was holding a McDonald’s cup, smiling up at his mother as she loaded groceries into the back of her SUV. On the back of the picture was a handwritten time stamp from yesterday afternoon. Underneath it was a simple message: “Warehouse 16 tonight or I introduce myself to the wife and kid.” The envelope slipped from his grasp as he felt his entire world come crashing down around him.

His instincts kicked in instantaneously. He sprinted through the house, checking every door, every window. He swiftly pulled the blinds closed. Then he went into the closet of his home office and pried up a handful of loose floorboards. Beneath them sat the remnants of his old life: two metallic gauntlets, still slightly scorched from the last time they saw action, an aluminum briefcase containing encrypted communications equipment, a USB drive wrapped in a cloth. His cowl and cape had been destroyed by the Agency as part of the cover up for his retirement, but the man it symbolized still lurked inside him. And now, he was begging to get out. He stared at the gear, his heart banging against his ribcage like a war drum. The air in the room grew heavy. Someone knew.

The Agency had promised the relocation was airtight. A complete and utter identity rewrite for him and his family. Background, education, digital trail, all scrubbed and rewritten. Amanda and Ethan were told that Caleb had been a “whistleblower,” he had agreed to testify against his former employer and given a new life in exchange. As far as he knew, only his handlers at the Agency knew who he really used to be. But someone else knew.

He fired up the encrypted laptop, accessed the ghost network the Agency had taught him to use only in life-or-death emergencies. The screen buzzed to life, and within minutes, he saw it. An old signal, an alias not pinged in half a decade. The name sent a shiver running down the length of his spine.

Nightmare had been his archnemesis. More than just a villain, a nearly unstoppable force that had almost cost Caleb his life on more than one occasion. He was a former Naval psy-ops agent and biochemical weapons engineer. He became infamous for using hallucinogens and neuro-tech to turn people’s deepest fears against them. He’d vaporized federal buildings in a number of different cities. Turned school buses into rolling bombs. Their battles over the years had left an indelible mark on Caleb. The last time they fought, Caleb dropped him into a reactor core. He had watched Nightmare burn. Or at least he thought he did. Now, the ghost of his past was whispering again.

That night, Caleb told Amanda he had to go back to work to finish a review audit. She kissed him on his cheek and begged him not to work too hard. Ethan was laying in bed, reading a book. Caleb went in to his son’s room and Held him a little longer than usual. Then he slipped out the front door and vanished into the night.

A few moments later, Caleb arrived at Warehouse 16 of Elkridge’s abandoned shipping yard. It reeked of oil, copper, and mildew. The streetlight above flickered like a dying star. He waited in the shadows, watching, listening. Then he heard it. That laugh. High-pitched, deranged, almost musical. From behind a stack of rusted crates stepped a figure: tall, slender, draped in a stained trench coat. His face was hidden behind a porcelain mask with a large crack running across the mouth. As if it had tried to scream but instead broke from the effort.

“I knew you wouldn’t stay buried, my old friend,” the figured cooed, spreading his wide as if expecting to being lovingly embraced. “No one with power ever does. We weren’t meant to live the quiet life, you and I.”

Caleb stepped out into the open, the soft glow of his power gauntlets pulsing in a dull blue light with each heartbeat. His makeshift suit was matte-black ballistic mesh with reinforced carbon Kevlar plating, far from the theatrical look he had become known for in his past life but it would get the job done. No cape, no cowl, no emblem. Just his motorcycle helmet with a balaclava underneath. Tonight wasn’t about inspiring people or being a beacon for hope. He was here to finish something he started five years ago.

“You should’ve stayed dead.” Caleb’s voice came out low, steady, brimming with rage.

“I tried,” Nightmare replied, “But I missed the fireworks.” At that moment, Nightmare was flanked by four mercenaries, each one augmented with cybernetic implants, their skin laced with chrome filaments, their eyes glowed like bloodthirsty wolves ready to hunt their prey.

“You’re older than I remember,” Nightmare continued, his voice distorted through the crack in the mask. “A little heavier in the shoulders, slower in the eyes.”

“I’m still fast enough to put you down,” Caleb growled through the helmet.

In a flash, the first mercenary lunged at Caleb. Years of training and experience took over in that moment. Caleb deftly dodged the attack, grabbed the man’s wrist mid-swing and gave it a twist. A stomach churning crunch followed, and before the brute could scream, Caleb drove a knee into his gut and followed it up with a vicious overhand right. The mercenary slid into the support beam a few feet away and didn’t get up.

The next came at him with a monofilament whip, the weapon sliced through an overhead steel beam like a knife through paper. Caleb ducked, rolled, and activated the magnetic tether in his left gauntlet. In the blink of an eye, the whip was yanked from the mercenary’s hand and tangled around his own neck. Caleb flicked his wrist, then a loud crack rang out. The man dropped right where he stood.

Just two more to go. Caleb fixed his gaze on the men. One had a shoulder-mounted railgun, the kind usually only seen on gunships in science fiction movies. Caleb dived behind a forklift as the weapon fired, ripping holes through steel. Sparks exploded everywhere. A shard of metal lodged itself in Caleb’s right arm, causing blood to spill out of the wound.

“He’s bleeding!” Nightmare sang out, almost gleefully. “The great Vigil is human after all!” Caleb pressed a small button on his right gauntlet. A short wave EMP burst pulsed out from his location. The railgun’s electrical systems fizzled. The mercenary’s eye implants went dark as he staggered, disoriented. Caleb didn’t hesitate. He charged in, slammed both gauntlets into the man’s chest with a kinetic discharge, and sent him flying backward into the wall. He didn’t move again. The final thug backed away, dropped his weapon, and ran. Caleb didn’t bother chasing him.

Nightmare clapped slowly, theatrically. “Bravo. Still the performer, I see. But you’re out of breath, and out of time.”

“You dragged my family into this,” Caleb snarled, “You have no idea the kind of monster you just woke up.” Nightmare pulled something from the pocket of his coat – a small vial of green liquid that had a sinister glow to it.

“It’s the same serum you stopped me from releasing five years ago, but a perfected version. Wanna know what it does now?” He threw the vial in Caleb’s direction, the glass smashed on impact. Instantly, the liquid began to vaporize. A cloud ominous green smoke began to fill the air. “It makes your worst memories feel real. Real pain. Real screams. Real guilt.”

As the mist spread, Caleb staggered, looking for a way to escape. He tried to hold his breath to no avail. He closed his eyes and prepared for the worst. When he opened them, he was back at the nuclear power plant. Back on that final day. The reactor melting down. Workers screaming as they ran past the charred remains of those less fortunate. His lungs seized. His heart pounded against his chest. He could feel the fire roaring around him.

But then, a memory overrode the illusion. Amanda’s face. Ethan laughing, drawing dinosaurs in crayon. Amanda reading a book in bed, her glasses slipping down the bridge of her nose. The quiet things he had grown to love. He shook free of the serum’s effects and saw Nightmare charging at him. Caleb let out a primal scream, launched forward, and tackled the villain.

They slid across the ground, Caleb’s fists pummeled Nightmare’s face, cracking the porcelain mask with a single strike. He snatched the remnants of it away, revealing the gaunt, smirking face of his foe underneath – burned, surgically held together.

“You’ll never be free,” Nightmare whispered, blood pouring out of his mouth, “You think you can just go home?” Caleb drove both fists into Nightmare’s chest, releasing another kinetic discharge, breaking all of his ribs.

“I am home,” he said as he rose to his feet. And he left him there, broken and writhing in a pool of his own blood and lies.

A few moments later, Caleb arrived back at his home. He came in through the garage, quietly. Ethan was still asleep. Amanda sat in the dark at the kitchen table, staring into a mug of untouched coffee. When he walked in, she didn’t say anything at first. She just looked at him – torn jacket, blood staining the makeshift bandage around his arm.

“Where is he?” She asked softly. Caleb turned to face her and removed the motorcycle helmet.

“Warehouse district. I called the Agency and told them where to find him,” Caleb replied, “It’s over.”

“You said that five years ago.” She stood up and made her way over to her husband.

“I know.” He winced as she examined the wound to his arm.

“I watched you come home every night for the last five years, pretending like you weren’t waiting for something, anything, to drag you back into the fight. You were never out, Caleb. You were just dormant.” He finally looked up.

“You knew. All this time?”

“I’ve always known.” Her voice softened. “You think I married an insurance adjuster named Carl Turner? No. I married Caleb Trent. I married Vigil, the man that jumped out of a third story window to save a bus full of kids. I’ve never needed the mask to see who you really are.”

He swallowed hard. “I never wanted Ethan to see that side of me.” But it was too late for that. Ethan stood in the hallway, eyes wide, his dinosaur pajamas hanging off his skinny frame.

“Dad,” he whispered, “Are you a superhero?” Instantly, the world stopped spinning. Ethan knelt down to look his son in the eyes. “I used to be.”

“Why’d you stop?”

“Because I wanted to be your dad more.” Ethan blinked, the nodded, like it all made perfect sense to him. “Well, are you gonna go away now?”

“No son,” Caleb said, “not if I can help it.” Amanda crossed her arms, tears quietly streaming down her face. “You need to decide, Caleb. Are you going back to that world? Or are you staying with us?” Caleb looked at both of them. His family. His real superpower.

“I won’t chase it,” he finally said, “but if danger comes to our door again, I will protect you.” Amanda studied his face, she knew he meant it. Then she lunged into his arms. Ethan joined the embrace, wrapping his arms around his dad as well. For now, their world was safe again. But in the closet, behind boxes of tax forms and dusty books, the gauntlets waited, quiet and ready. Just in case.