First Hunt

He was finally entering manhood and now was the time. Storm Runner stood at the edge of the high ridge overlooking the valley, breath frosting in the crisp morning air. He had barely crossed thirteen summers, but today he would walk with the hunters. Today, he would be counted among the grown men of the Ani-watu—the River People—his tribe nestled deep in the rolling green hills of the early American frontier.

A thin mist clung to the forest below, blurring the shapes of trees so they appeared like spirits rising from the earth. Storm Runner tightened his grip on the bow he had carved himself, smoothing his thumb across the polished wood. His father’s voice echoed in his memory.

“Tools are only as strong as the heart guiding them.”

His father, Black Cedar, emerged beside him, tall and broad, carrying the quiet confidence of a seasoned warrior. “You breathe too fast,” he murmured.

Storm Runner exhaled and nodded, trying to steady himself.

“It is good to feel fear,” Black Cedar said. “It shows the heart is awake. But do not let it rule your hands.”

Storm Runner wanted to answer with something wise or strong, but all he managed was a tight smile. His father didn’t seem to mind.

The party gathered—ten men, all respected hunters. Strong Elk, who laughed even in the face of hardship; Two Rivers, whose tracking skills were unmatched; and old Gray Squirrel, the elder who had hunted more winters than any man alive. A few offered Storm Runner nods of encouragement; others simply watched to see how the boy would carry himself. Today was tradition. Today was responsibility. Today was everything.

They moved at dawn, slipping into the forest like shadows. Storm Runner walked near the rear, his senses alive. Every cracking twig, every whisper of wind through branches, felt magnified. The forest was waking with them: birds scratching in the underbrush, distant rustle of deer, the burbling creek ahead.

Gray Squirrel knelt by the water, dipping his fingers into the soft mud. “Deer passed here not long ago,” he whispered. “A buck. Heavy.”

The men nodded. They began to follow the trail, steps soft and deliberate. Storm Runner bent low to study the tracks. His grandfather, Ghost Wind, had drilled lessons into him on how to read the land. “A track is a story,” he had said. “If you listen, the earth will tell you what happened.”

Storm Runner traced the shape, noticing the deep impression of the hooves—yes, a large buck, moving steadily but not fleeing. The boy smiled faintly as pride warmed his chest. He was ready.

They stalked deeper into the woods, weaving between towering pines. After an hour, they spotted their prey grazing in a glade. The buck was magnificent—antlers branching like small trees, fur shimmering in the dappled light. Storm Runner’s breath caught. This was the moment. But just as Strong Elk began to signal positions, the forest shifted. The birds went quiet. The breeze stilled. The world tightened around them.

Storm Runner felt it before anyone else—the unease creeping in like a cold finger tracing his spine. He opened his mouth to warn the men. But before the words could come out, a gunshot cracked across the valley. The buck bolted. Men dove behind trees. Another shot followed, then a third, echoing through the forest. Shouts carried through the trees—harsh, commanding voices. Storm Runner froze for a heartbeat before Black Cedar grabbed him by the arm and pulled him behind a fallen log.

“Soldiers,” he hissed. “Union soldiers.”

Storm Runner’s heart hammered. Why were soldiers here? Their lands were far from towns or battlefields. The Ani-watu tried to stay hidden from the war tearing the country apart. But war often wandered where it didn’t belong.

Blue-coated figures emerged through the brush, rifles raised. Though only a dozen or so, they moved with grim purpose.

Two Rivers muttered, “They must have tracked us. Or the deer.”

No one believed that. The soldiers spread quickly, forming a loose semicircle. They were coming for the hunters. Storm Runner clutched his bow, hands trembling. Black Cedar crouched beside him, eyes fierce but calm.

“Remember what I taught you. The forest is your ally. Listen.”

Storm Runner nodded, though panic clawed at his chest. The men around him looked tense. Some were already wounded from the first shots. They were outnumbered, exposed. Another volley of gunfire blasted through the clearing. Bark splintered. A warrior cried out. Storm Runner squeezed his eyes shut for an instant.

“Listen, boy,” Ghost Wind’s voice whispered in memory. “When fear speaks too loudly, hear the world instead.”

He forced his breath to slow. Through the chaos, he listened. The creek. The slope of the ridge. The cluster of pine needles masking soft, unstable ground. The deer path looping behind the soldiers. The world was speaking.

Storm Runner tugged at his father’s arm. “The ridge,” he whispered. “It’s soft. We can trap them there.”

Black Cedar met his gaze. He didn’t question the boy. Not today.

“Go,” he said. “Tell the others.”

The boy slid through the brush like a fox, keeping low, weaving between trees. Shots cracked overhead but missed, the soldiers distracted by the warriors’ evasive movements. Storm Runner reached Strong Elk first.

“We must draw them toward the ridge,” he whispered urgently. “The ground there will collapse under many feet.”

Strong Elk blinked. Then a grin spread across his bearded face. “Ahh. Ghost Wind’s trick.” He slapped the boy’s shoulder. “Go, tell the others!”

Storm Runner raced from man to man, relaying the plan. Soon the warriors shifted subtly into new positions, moving with practiced silence. A sharp whistle—Storm Runner’s signal—cut through the trees. Arrows flew. Warriors darted between trees like living shadows. The soldiers, believing they were pushing the hunters back, surged forward with renewed aggression. Right toward the ridge.

Storm Runner scrambled up the side of the slope. He remembered he and his grandfather testing the hillside last spring, Ghost Wind saying, “One day you will use even the land as your shield.”

He struck the ground with his bow, hard and rhythmic. The soil loosened. Pebbles tumbled.

Below, the soldiers advanced in a line—too many men on too unstable a slope. The earth groaned. Then it gave way. A roar of sliding earth filled the forest as the ridge collapsed, sweeping half the platoon down in a cascade of mud, stone, and broken tree limbs. Men screamed, some trapped, others scrambling desperately. The remaining soldiers staggered back in shock. That was the moment.

The Ani-watu warriors emerged from the trees with fierce cries, arrows and spears flashing. Strong Elk led the charge, his battle roar echoing across the valley. Black Cedar’s blade struck like lightning. Even old Gray Squirrel moved with age-forgotten speed.

Storm Runner, still on the ridge above, fired arrows to cover them—each shot guided by instinct, training, and the beating heart of the forest around him. The soldiers faltered, morale broken. Some fled outright, disappearing into the trees. The battle was over within minutes.

Silence fell slowly, hesitant to return. Storm Runner climbed down, limbs trembling. The men gathered, some wounded, all exhausted—but alive.

Strong Elk clapped the boy on the back hard enough to jolt him. “You saved us all, little warrior.”

Two Rivers nodded. “A plan worthy of Ghost Wind himself.”

Black Cedar approached last. No words at first. Just a warm, steady hand on his son’s shoulder.

“You listened,” he said quietly. “You trusted the land. You trusted yourself. Today, the spirits walk proudly beside you.”

Storm Runner swallowed hard as emotion swelled in his chest. A hush settled as Gray Squirrel stepped forward, leaning heavily on his staff. He studied Storm Runner for a long moment.

“Storm Runner,” he said in a voice like rustling leaves, “you entered the forest today as a boy. But you return from it as something else.”

Storm Runner lifted his chin, meeting the elder’s wise, weathered gaze.

“You have earned your place among the men of the Ani-watu,” Gray Squirrel declared. “From this day on, you stand as a warrior of the River People.”

A murmur of approval rippled through the group. Black Cedar’s eyes shone with fierce pride. Storm Runner felt his heart grow fuller than he thought possible.

He walked home with them beneath the fading afternoon light. The land was quiet again, but it felt changed—more alive, as if acknowledging him. He had entered the hunt a child. He returned a warrior. And the forest knew his name.

The Forgotten God

He had been the god the Egyptians never noticed.

His name was Kheperon, whispered only once by a dying priest in the time before the first pyramid touched the sky. He was the god of unfinished things—of broken walls, lost words, and dreams that never reached their end. No offerings were made in his name. No hymns rose to him on incense smoke.

While the other gods basked in adoration, Kheperon lingered in shadow, watching.

He watched as Ra, lord of the sun, rode his blazing barque across the heavens each day, greeted by countless voices.

He watched as Isis was worshipped with songs of devotion, and Osiris received endless offerings from the living and the dead alike.

Even Anubis, keeper of corpses, found his temples crowded with supplicants begging for gentle passage into the afterlife.

But Kheperon—he was the god no one wanted to remember.

He was the flicker of inspiration that died before the first word was written, the statue left unfinished when the sculptor’s hand failed, the city whose walls were never completed before the sands reclaimed them.

Every failure, every forgotten thing, strengthened him.

He lived in the gaps—between what was begun and what was lost.

For a thousand years, Kheperon drifted through the underworld, silent among the shades of half-born souls. His temple was a ruin of broken pillars. His altar, a slab split in two. His only worshippers were whispers—the sighs of men who died with their work undone.

The other gods mocked him.

When they gathered in the Hall of Ma’at, beneath the eternal scales of truth, Ra would speak grandly of creation, Isis of love, and Thoth of wisdom.

And when Kheperon tried to speak, his words fell apart before they left his tongue.

They called him the Silent One, the Forgotten Name, the Incomplete.

Laughter echoed through the heavens, and Kheperon bowed his head. But in the hollow of his chest, something began to burn—a slow, steady ember of hatred.

Centuries passed. Mortals stopped praying to the old gods. Temples fell to ruin. The desert swallowed every monument of glory.

And in that silence, Kheperon awakened.

He rose from the Duat, the underworld, not in light but in shadow—his form made from cracked stone and half-carved hieroglyphs. His voice was the hiss of wind through an empty tomb.

“Now,” he murmured to the endless sands, “you will remember me.”

He found Ra first, trembling in the dying sun. The great god’s light was dim—his worshippers long dead, his temples broken.

“Why have you come, Forgotten One?” Ra demanded, his voice weak.

Kheperon lifted his staff—its head unfinished, its carvings half-made. “To finish what you began,” he said softly.

He touched the staff to Ra’s golden flesh, and light fractured like shattered glass. The sun dimmed that day, casting Egypt into dusk for three days.

When the light returned, it burned weaker, like a candle half spent.

He found Thoth next, god of wisdom and scribe of all things.

Kheperon entered Thoth’s library and blew upon the scrolls. The ink turned to dust.

“You hoarded knowledge,” Kheperon said, “but never wrote my name.”

Thoth bowed his head. “Some gods were not meant to be remembered.”

“Then why do you still exist?” Kheperon whispered.

And the ibis-headed god’s form dissolved into papyrus ash, scattered on the desert wind.

One by one, Kheperon sought them out—Isis, Anubis, Horus, Bastet—until only echoes remained. Each he confronted not with rage, but with sorrow, for he was the god of what was left undone.

“You mocked me,” he said to the heavens. “You forgot me. But I am the end of all that is remembered.”

The world grew silent.

No prayers rose. No temples stood. The Nile ran dark, reflecting no light at all.

And there, among the ruins of all that had once been divine, Kheperon stood—alone, eternal, and complete for the first time.

He looked to the horizon, where the last rays of sunlight faded into shadow, and whispered:

“Everything ends unfinished. Even the gods.”

And the wind, the endless desert wind, carried his name for the first time across Egypt’s sands—

a name once forgotten, now eternal.

Kheperon, the God of the Forgotten.

Another Bout With My Old Nemesis

Good afternoon world! Hopefully this finds you in good health and even better spirits. I know its been a while since I’ve actually written an entry. Once again, I sincerely apologize. The demands of life sometimes take precedence over what helps me deal with the demands and stresses that consume my life.

Some of you might be looking at the title and thinking that I’ve gotten into some kind of altercation with a person that I’ve had a long-standing issue with. That’s not entirely true, nor is it entirely false. The biggest opponent in my life right now is writer’s block, we seem to always be entrenched in battle of wills. There was a point in time when I seemed to be winning this fight, able to push through the mental roadblocks and get myself to write. I didn’t always deliver my best work while doing this, but its not a problem to go back and make a piece pretty. Now, it seems like I’m definitely on the losing end of this struggle. And the problem isn’t solely not being able to write when I sit down to try, but not having the desire to even try. There are moments when I do seem to catch lightning in a bottle and can produce works of poetry or compose a song that is up to my standards. But just like lightning, those moments tend to be few and far in between. Also, it recently seems as if I can only get myself in the mood to write if I’m doing something related to church or God but that’s a whole other conversation that we’ll save for another day.

I’m starting to have that creeping feeling that I’m in danger of losing my lyrical voice to some extent. Like I’ve said before this scares the living daylights out of me. For those that know me or have taken the time to read this blog, you know that of all the ways I can define myself, being a writer is the one I’m most proud of. And for it to once again feel like its being taken away from me (even if only partially) is scary as hell. I still have dreams of being a 75 year old man, sitting in a rocking chair, dropping verses on my grandchildren in between catnaps. That’s not to say that I have an issue with using my talent as a lyricist to glorify and uplift the kingdom of God, but writing is the way I deal with the issues in my life that I’m uncomfortable discussing with another person. If I can longer find relief in pouring my most guarded emotions and fears into a verse, how will I ever find solace?

Just like 2 years ago when I had these same feelings, I’m sure it will pass and I’ll find my temporarily lost voice and continue to write well into the twilight years of my life. But right now, as I’m sitting here writing this, this feels like the end of a huge chapter in my life. I can’t help but be a little afraid of that. And it doesn’t help that I’ve set this extremely lofty goal of putting together a collection of my work and trying to get it published. The number I set of pieces I wanted to include was set at 100 because I felt that would be a good sampling of my talent. As of right now, I only have 67 completed pieces that I would include in my book. My best friend told me that I was aiming a little too high by stating that I wanted 100 verses in my book and suggested that I shoot for somewhere around 75. I completely agree with her, but even completing another 8 pieces (which I have already started writing 5 or 6 of) seems like a daunting task. I just don’t know what to do.

Thank you for taking the time to indulge and entertain my irrational ranting and rambling. until next time, peace and love…